Bl urt.

times like these, goodbye.

2010-10-28T04:38:00.000-07:00

www.sherrendezvous.tumblr.com

you just can't be too careful anymore.

2010-10-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

okay.

so, i missed Paramore.

exams are here,

so yeah, imma go studay history nao. (Y)

cause i know its worth the fall.

2010-10-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

we'll rock the world together.

you make the beats, i'll sing to them.

she was covered in leather and gold.

2010-10-06T21:23:00.000-07:00

i'm going to turn 16 tomorrow.

yay me.

i just miss how things were so simple.

2010-09-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

2009

guess growing up screws us all up.

i think imma get diabetes.

2010-09-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

:')

if you thought i'd leave, you were wrong.

2010-09-24T21:41:00.000-07:00

cheap? bitch? whore?

bring it on.

its too late for us now.

2010-09-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

yes, its too late.

i'm shutting out now.

the amount of blog posts about all of you.

you disappoint me.

you talk to me like you're so fucking annoyed.

then why bother starting the conversation? huh?

why show me you care then crush it?

UGHH.

you just ruined my night. seriously.

why are boys so hot and cold, i don't know lah.

touched for the very first time.

2010-09-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i wish the world was a big big big big cotton candy.

so that when i'm hungry, i can just lick the floor.

provided if ppl don't wears shoes lah, and wash their feet often.

teehee.

i think my camwhoring skills are coming back to meh. (Y)

if you wanna play it like a game.

2010-09-01T01:41:00.000-07:00

i hate it when i'm speaking halfway and ppl interrupt me asking me to speak louder.

YO SHE-MALE,

if you'd listen and stop giving out your snobbish comments, then maybe you could've heard what i was talking about.

ups and downs, my days were.

there's so many things to do , but so little time to do it all.

' the story sings, the chemistry wins. '

i like seeing my BM teacher cry. (Y)

i like seeing Jordan get screwed. (Y)

i like counting in Japanese. (Y)

i like seeing you come to me without me asking. (Y)

i like Bunkface. (Y)

i like that i can finally let go of my old class. (Y)

hands in the air! AHYOOO.

sometimes, maybe it was meant to be that way.

everything happens for a reason right?

maybe she was the reason.

yeah, i might act like a bitch,

but least i don't get hurt that much.

GET YOUR WEBCAM ALREADY DAMMIT. (:

2010-08-29T23:07:00.000-07:00

my heart stopped beating for 3 seconds when you asked.

tsk. x)

you know the truth, and yet you still accept me, the whole imperfect me.

thank you.

we'll make this work.

i'm sorry you're not the first (:

2010-08-29T03:07:00.000-07:00

he told me i could strike out the ' make someone happy ' wish on my bucketlist.

because i made him happy.

dear future love.

2010-08-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

thank you, for making me feel so loved.

i would like to believe that this will work out, really.

but i need you to wait till i can trust that this will work out.

you tell me that i deserve everything,

i deserve all this you're doing for me.

everything you said to me today,

just made me think that, maybe, there're still nice guys out there.

i don't care if anyone sees this, cause this post is dedicated to you.

thank you, for telling me you'll try harder.

i'll try too. i promise. (:

i'll block out the insecurity , promise ♥

you know who you are.

goosebumps from this.

2010-08-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

'My boyfriend is a Hematophobiac, which means he has a terrible fear of blood.

2 days ago, I got shot.

Yesterday, I needed blood.

His blood was a perfect match.

Today, his blood pumps through my body.

Josh, I love you and your LGMH.'

'My boyfriend is a quiet guy and never really expresses any emotion.

Today, I was at his house and we were doing homework.

I grabbed his notebook to get something.

About 5 pages into it, a list that continued on for 12 pages front and back had all the reasons he loves me.

My boyfriend’s quiet LGMH.'

'Tonight an 18 year old boy working with me seemed very upset.

When I asked him why, he said,

“My girlfriend doesn’t have service where she is staying tonight. I haven’t told her I loved her today. I’ve told her every day for the last three years.”

Boyfriends that love their girlfriends GMH.'

'A few nights ago I was on the phone with my boyfriend.

I ended up falling asleep.I woke up to my boyfriend telling me all the things he loves about me.

I asked him why he didn’t just hang up.

He simply said, “I wanted to make sure you didn’t have a nightmare”

I was asleep for 2 1/2 hours.

His LGMH'

:')

-LGMH website.

i'd tell you i love you, but then i'd have to kill you.

2010-08-28T00:52:00.000-07:00

http://lovegivesmehope.tumblr.com/

my heart totally melted reading these posts.

:')

My best friend and I were hanging out and I wasn’t 100% happy so he gave me a “pickup hug.”

When he let me down he didn’t let go,

looked into my eyes and said “yea, I’m definitely in love with you”.

He didn’t know I’ve loved him for a long time now.

Our new LGMH.

i know it looks abit weird, but pls give credit to a girl who hasn't camwhored for 5 months.

thank you very muchy.

when your heart beats next to mine.

2010-08-26T20:41:00.001-07:00

i've got my balls back to add my cbox again.

yayerrs.

you spam, i delete k bitches?

loves much ♥

insecurity, its killing me.

2010-08-25T12:52:00.000-07:00

that's jeremy.

ex-class problems are shut out and ignored.

acc proj.... blah.

and you,

i'll take the risk. (:

i'll try to start loving you.

2010-08-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

what if you're like him?

what if i open up to you and you end up screwing it up?

what if i really fall hard and then you just leave?

i don't wanna go through it anymore. :/

make up or break up.

2010-08-23T10:52:00.000-07:00

people change.

but you're suppose to accept them, and try to get along.

even if they person they're becoming sucks,

you can only do so much.

i think i'm getting shorter instead of growing.

2010-08-23T10:02:00.000-07:00

i'm not getting enough sleep.

i'm not eating enough.

i'm not drinking enough.

fcking accounts project.

i think i'm abit cuckoo now,

cause 2 times i typed in the wrong convo.

typed 'bye' as 'buy'

listening to techno music.

jialat-ed eyebags. :/

ahhhhhhhh.

mrnerdo, guess what?♥

forgotten and broken.

2010-08-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

sometimes, life gives you something so great,

you put your heart and soul into it.

and bam,

things change, they forget you,

and you get hurt for nothing.

some memories are better left kept deep down your heart.

so that when it needs to be forgotten,

its easier and it won't hurt that much.

those little slits of smiles.

2010-08-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

i hate it when my friends fight.

but least i'm out of it?

still, i don't like that they're hurting each other.

gahh.

peace dudes, peace.

cuckoo.

2010-08-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

i know i scare you.

and this will probably scare you.

but,

i really like you.

you just gotta tell me and ruin everything.

2010-08-15T09:51:00.000-07:00

its so sudden.

hurt you, or not?

i don't wanna do a Katy P.

sometimes, i wish you were him.

Adam Fever.

2010-08-15T07:02:00.001-07:00

when i grow up,

i will marry someone like JoKwon.

:')

mushimush.

2010-08-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

nothing can compare in this world to you.

i could camwhore so well last time.

2010-08-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

hello ?

i miss my cousins. ♥

i wannnnaaa be an Americaaaan Idioooot's wifeeeee.

don't let go today.

2010-08-14T03:10:00.000-07:00

3. performing solo in front of almost-the whole school, when i was Form 1.

2. performing at Hatyai with a band, international crowd.

1. performing at HMC with Let Go Tomorrow.

わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです,えーね市テサン♥

day painted gray.

2010-08-12T04:36:00.000-07:00

no, i'm not gonna be there when you need me anymore.

i'm not wasting my time trying to fix things.

not anymore.

we were friends.

but i'm not your friend anymore, cause you're turning into them.

and honey, a recording doesn't fix things.

how can you be happy for someone when all you wanna do is cry out loud.

2010-08-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

bad day #2

got screwed by Pn Sow for LAUGHING .
got screwed by Pn Norabahbah for reminding her of food.

got screwed by daddy for owing him money.

got screwed by mummy for not handling money smartly.

world's most wtf teacher.

BLAH.

least you talked to me today. ;]

well, if you love them, you'd just listen and then hide and let the water flow.

sometimes, i feel like ripping my own heart out.

2010-08-10T04:46:00.000-07:00

hurthurthurt.

by him. them.

sometimes, i feel like she belongs more than i do. How did things change so fast? i've only been gone for 2 months. 2 months. you guys don't even say hi to me when you see me. you don't even invite me to stuff.

everytime i put my heart into something, it falls apart. i hate this.

and don't fucking tell me i'm thinking too much.

cause your actions shows everything.

FINE THEN.
i'm out.

its a fucking disaster.

2010-08-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

what would you do, if you had one more year to live?

me?

i'm making a list now.

if there's something bothering you,

just Let Go Tomorrow.

hah.

blinking orange tabs.

2010-08-08T09:09:00.001-07:00

this is the last time i'll try.

and then its goodbye.

pls pls pls reply.

there's always a first that'll stain your brain.

2010-08-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

i think this pic is real cool.

cause he's walking away like he did the last time. (Y)

wait, crush, wait.

2010-08-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

' cause i'd rather waste my life pretending, than have to forget you for one whole minute. '

gosh. i just heaart this line.

honey, just because i don't show it anymore,doesn't mean its gone.

truth is,

naw, i'm not gonna say it.

insecurity?heh, lets just leave it to God.

you're no good for me.

2010-08-06T21:35:00.000-07:00

this might sound really really twisted, but,

i like how it hurts.

cause it makes me want to give up.

then it snaps and it'll hurt.

2010-08-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

i hate seeing you on fb.

i hate seeing you performing with other ppl.

i hate every smiley you put.

i hate seeing your cheesy smile.

i hate listening to songs we did together.

i hate saturdays.

i hate how you are the one to cause these much pain.

i hate seeing you online and you don't IM me.

i hate the feeling of wanting to forget you.

i hate that you don't care.

you taught me, that the truth hurts ;

you know we can never play on broken strings. but i don't care.

scribbled out the truth.

2010-08-06T03:59:00.000-07:00

he makes me happy ; he makes me sad.

so, wtf now?

why does this always happen?

2010-08-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

it happens because you let your guard down when you meet nice guys.

and they are the ones that tear you down and shreads your heart.

sry Lin, right after our getting-over period, i get hurt again. ironic isn't it?

and now he's gay.

wtf?

yellow cheers.

2010-04-16T04:09:00.001-07:00

a few months ago, i doubted whether we could pull it off.

first few meetings were terrible. there was no spirit AT ALL. everyone looked like they were forced to do it. there was so many people fooling around. all we did was toe touch, toe touch and more toe touch. at one point, i even thought, maybe this is kesatria, cursed. the cycle just never changes. we can never win.

3 important lessons i learnt in life.

you can't do it alone.

never give up.

and,

Never say never.

we didn't give up though. and even got ourselves a good captain. Azry, who quit Mickeymitez to lead us. though we complain and complain that he's a nutto slavedriver, we ourselves didn't give up. all the practises we stayed back for, all the hours of hard work, the blood and sweat, it was all worth it. everything was worth it. the bond that my cheermates and i shared, its priceless.

i did it, cause i believed. now, i believe i can do anything if i believe. sounds confusing, but yeah, this win has made me more confident. if i have the heart and commitment, i can do it. never in my life have i been so commited to something, and with kesatria cheer, it just feels so meant to be. the memories, the joy, i'll never forget.

thank you, Azry, Mei Chee, Mel, JJ, Guang Rong, Chris, Carmen, Sara, Sherry, Hui Taeng, Michelle, Amanda, Freda, Sean and Shirlie, for being in this piece of unforgettable memory with me. cheering with you guys, is a big big bliss. and for making me really believe that nothing is impossible.

thank you, to everyone who believed in us.

this, is for all of you.

my baby is back. ♥

2010-03-05T02:54:00.000-08:00

shuper shuper cute.

love his hair.

well, its better compared to his old hairstyle :s

yesh, i admit, i've always loved Fahrenheit. ♥

cause you're the light in the night,

you're the sun that shines so bright.

and, omg, your smile.

not again, Sherrr.

be satisfied, bitch.

2010-03-01T04:57:00.000-08:00

haha. bryan wong's principle.

i'm not a shooting star, only it lasts longer.

its bananas. ♥

2010-02-25T02:10:00.001-08:00

let me just tell y'all.

things are gonna be so fucking different this year.

do you remember?

2010-02-25T01:56:00.001-08:00

i miss those days where we visit relatives together.

i miss those nights where we light the night up with firecrackers.

i miss eating together on the eve.

i miss bonding, with my cousins.

i miss the gambling.

now,

its just sitting in front of the computer.

playing your stupid games.

it just doesn't mean anything, anymore.

right now, i see.

2010-02-21T05:03:00.001-08:00

its like i'm going through a metamorphosis.

like i'm capturing images and things i've never captured or acknowledge.

it all becomes very clear, when you're very sure.

i'm recapturing

everything i've missed.

i know what you did, bitch.

2010-02-15T04:29:00.001-08:00

right now, i seriously have no idea what i did.

2010-02-09T23:06:00.000-08:00

LOVE ISN'T POLITICS.

you just can't jump ship liddat lah.

starting of my start.

2010-02-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

wtv honey .

what's done is done.

no point regretting.

and stop getting me involve.

i'm so sick and tired hearing about this.

i made a mistake, yes.

but haven't both of you thought that this is hurting all 3 of us.

i wanna be happy now.

with my new life, and friends.

so yeah, any losers out there bringing up the past,

screw you.

seriously, move on.

HAHAH.

white hair. ♥